MIssing

Physically, it feels really good to have exercised (as I said I would). Even better was the experience of honoring my word around what I said I would do. I have been paying attention to what I have been eating, and have been enjoying, and I do mean regaling on many more salads than I have in the past months.

What is going on is activity, which is seemingly endless. I have been completing tasks, completing tasks, completing tasks, and only some of those are directly related to what I am interested in. It’s important, and moves things forward, yet IN THE BACKGROUND I am always pining to be free, the be outside, to be cherished, to be fulfilled. What in the hell is MISSING?????? Clearly, there is only something missing because I say it is missing, but that doesn’t answer the question WHAT is missing.